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‘I’m
thankful that Daddy’s home!’
For military families, a less
complicated holiday
By Lee Hill Kavanaugh
Photo:
Allison Long
Army
Sgt. Jaime Garcia, who at
6-foot-6 towers over his wife, Stephanie, and 3-year-old daughter,
Jasmine, is
back home at Fort Riley, Kan., after nearly a year in Iraq. Garcia said
one of
the many things he missed was the day-to-day moments with his family.
He
watches from the doorway as the
post school bus roars away. It’s time for their newest family ritual.
Three
little girls race down the
sidewalk, jostling each other to hug daddy first.
Army
Sgt. Jaime Garcia waits for the
tackles. He already has 3-year-old Jasmine wrapped around his leg.
She’s the
baby, wants him all to herself, but he’s six-foot-six so there’s enough
for
all.
He
grins at this scene, with its
entanglements of arms and legs and hair bows.
After
nearly a year in Iraq with the
1st Battalion, 7th Field Artillery Regiment, the sergeant knows he’s
missed a
lot of these moments:
The
spelling-word practices at the
kitchen table with Ebbony, 10, Jenavie, 9, and Zoie, 8; their birthday
cakes,
the Christmas morning cacophony, all the tooth fairy visits.
And
last Thanksgiving, too — his
leaving the green of Kansas for the brown of Baghdad was on Zoie’s
birthday;
her worst ever, she told her mom.
At
the Garcia home, like so many
military families, holidays often come and go with faces missing, part
of the
high personal cost of serving the country. Homecomings and
Thanksgivings can
mean more when the nation is at war.
Last
year, the turkey seemed stringy
to Stephanie Garcia, the dressing tasteless, and the place setting with
the
symbolically overturned plate could not be ignored.
But
this year….
It’s
a ritual to ask around the table
what everyone is thankful for. And the daughters already know.
Their
brown eyes shining, they chime,
nearly together, elbowing each other in another I-said-it-first contest:
“I’m
thankful THAT DADDY’S HOME!”
*
* *
In
nearby Manhattan, Kan., another
soldier is getting to know his daughters, too.
A
shy smile spreads on his face as he
sprawls on the living room floor.
“You’ve
got to see this,” says Staff
Sgt. Joshua Bell, and he reaches for his acoustic guitar.
“It’s
a death-metal tune,” he says,
strumming soft chords. “It sounds a lot better because it’s not
amplified.”
Two
curious babies charge toward him
in full throttle crawl-mode, reaching out tiny fingers and chubby hands
because
they want to strum those metal strings, too.
They’re
his twins, 7-month-old June
and Josephine.
The
guitar makes them laugh, revealing
two tiny teeth. Bell and his wife, Jessica, join in at this double baby
duet,
with its double toothiness, double-the-silly moment.
Blessings
for this family keeps coming
in twos.
Married
just three years, the Bells
have lived through two one-year deployments. (He served a third before
he met
his wife.)
A
gunnery sergeant in the same
battalion as Garcia, Bell survived two enemy attacks: a roadside bomb
in March
and an early morning rocket barrage in June. Wounded both times, it
meant
harrowing phone calls from the military to Jessica informing her that
although
her husband was hurt, it wasn’t serious enough to send him back to the
states.
He
was awarded two Purple Hearts and one
Army Commendation medal with Valor because he kept his men safe by
firing at
the enemy during the ambush. His rugged face shows a few scars,
souvenirs from
Iraq.
In
the rocket attack, he had to crawl
through his room’s ceiling. The explosions deafened him; he couldn’t
hear the
screams of his neighbors, men still even now in burn units. One of his
closest
buddies was killed … and Bell stops in his telling, to cry.
His
wife watches her husband closely,
hearing details not shared with her before.
“This
has been a lot,” Jessica says,
taking her husband’s hand.
For
both of them.
“I
was always crying.”
A
year without him, Jessica soloed
through her high-risk pregnancy. She was given a misdiagnosis at one
point that
one of her babies wouldn’t survive. Her doctor apologized later, when
an
ultrasound showed otherwise.
Josh
didn’t get home on leave until
two weeks after the healthy deliveries.
But
Jessica isn’t crying now.
Thanksgiving
this year is coming with
all the trimmings. This is their first holiday together as a family,
the first
holiday with their twins.
And
their first attempt at cooking a
12-pound turkey.
“I
forgot you have to defrost it for
several days,” laughs Jessica, who had planned to buy it the night
before
Thanksgiving.
*
* *
At
the Garcia house, the girls didn’t
know that Daddy was in Iraq for the last year.
He
simply had gone to work “in the
desert.” The older girls told the baby, Jasmine, that he was working
“far, far
away.”
The
word “war” was never spoken. And
they either called or Skyped with him nearly every afternoon.
In
June, Stephanie suffered alone
after the deadly rocket attack was reported on the news. All
communications
between soldiers and their families went silent, pending the
notification to
the families of the troops who were killed.
Stephanie
was so afraid.
She
sat on her porch step for almost
two days, fearful of seeing the military chaplain arriving at her door.
Finally, a quick call from her husband of 11 years let her know he was
OK.
“For
me,” she says, “It was like I was
on a boat, and Jaime was land. And he was getting smaller and smaller
because I
was drifting away from him. But I kept telling myself, ‘each day that
passes is
another day that he’s closer to us.’ I told myself that a lot.”
Jaime
listens as his wife talks, his
hand playing with a band on his wrist. It bears seven names of the
fallen in
his unit. When asked about it, he changes the subject and teases one of
girls
around the table.
The
children will not hear about this,
his eyes say.
He
tells them to do their chores and
reminds them about his nickname. “Jefito, the boss man.”
They
laugh. And it’s time for bedtime,
with more routines.
“It’s
the simple things I missed,” he
says. “Like combing their hair, watching them grow. They’ve grown so
much!”
No
more deployments for a long time,
he tells them all.
But
the littlest still isn’t sure.
Stephanie scoops her up and says in the language the 3-year-old will
understand
about her Daddy:
“There’s
no more far, far away work.”
And
Jasmine gives her Mommy a hug.
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