An Open Apology Darke
County Commissioner Mike Stegall
Monday
evening I was invited to speak to the Darke County Fire
Chiefs Association. I
was offered the
chance to explain my article on joint fire districts for Darke County. Yes, I knew when it was
written it would
cause concern with some entities, especially our local fire chiefs and
firemen. Yes, I
expected a hostile
audience. Yes, I
figured there would be
some rough patches in the meeting, but, a lot of firemen voted for me
in 2010,
and I believed they deserved a crack at me for what I printed. I believe if you are going
to put your name to
something, you better be willing to take the heat. And when you are
wrong,
admit it, don’t compound the error by making excuses.
“Man up” as the saying goes.
I
expected the heat, but I also felt this was an issue that needed
discussing publicly. That is why I wrote it, for public discussion,
period. The meeting
started with a list of questions
on what I meant in the article, where did I get my information, and who
did I
think I was. I
expected all of
that. What I did
not expect was the
reason for the anger towards me.
I
learned that the Fire Chiefs biggest complaint was that I did not
come to them first with the idea and the article.
I admit, I never even gave that a thought
because I wanted to do it independently so as not to be tainted by
personal
agendas.
I
thought at the time I was doing the right thing.
I was wrong. I
never even gave a thought to how the Fire
Chiefs felt. I did
not consider the fact
that they would get ambushed by some of their constituents for answers
and
explanations to questions they themselves had not been subjected to. I wasn’t thinking. This group of men deserved
better than what I
did to them publicly.
Ignorance
is no excuse, I did not think this through completely,
like I have stated I always try to do.
One chief accused me of doing it for ego. I didn’t think so at the
time, but maybe in
the back of my mind somewhere, he was right.
I try to fight that human character flaw at
all times, but I am human
too, and I do slip up once in a while. My personality, and my saying
outrageous
things can be construed by some as arrogance, when really all I am
going for is
a laugh. It
backfires sometimes. Maybe
it did here.
Having
this group of men questioned by their constituents for
things they were not privy to was, in retrospect, an unfair position to
put
them in. For that,
I am truly
sorry. I promise to
be more careful of
people, especially people and groups I do deeply respect, in the future. Please, gentlemen, accept
this apology from a
person who meant you no harm, but caused you much anguish. I will do my best to see
that you, or anyone
else, is not publicly “called out” by one of my articles. I promise if I am asked
about this again, and
things change in the future, I will come to you first because you
deserve that
respect.
Please
accept my sincere apology.
Mike
Stegall, Darke County Commissioner
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