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No eraser for 2019, but redemption in 2020
By Melissa Martin, Ph.D.
Will we be the same human beings in the new year? Will this year be
different? Will humanity change? Along with 2020 comes the hope and
yearning for a more peaceful human race. How do we do try to heal from
the tragedies of 2019, but not forget?
Old Year
“Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind? Should
auld acquaintance be forgot, And days o’ lang syne!” Why do people belt
out this tradition song on December 31 at midnight? “Auld Lang Syne” is
a Scottish limerick about past relationships. My take—we are to
consider and contemplate on whether we want to remember ruptures of
past friendships and to repair or not to repair.
The year of 2019 is gone forever. Those 365 days cannot be undone or
changed. No rewind button on mistakes. No magic wand to make the past
disappear.
What Would We Erase?
Mass shootings. In Dayton, Ohio, nine victims died and 17 were wounded.
Twenty-two victims died at a Walmart in El Paso, Texas, in August. In
Virginia, 12 victims died and 4 were wounded. We would erase death,
trauma, and tragedy. Family and friends would not fall to their knees
in anguish. Americans would not mourn with despair.
FEMA lists Disaster Declarations for USA by state for 2019. We would
erase typhons, cyclones, hurricanes, tropical storms, massive floods,
volcano eruptions, earthquakes, blizzards, sizzling heat waves, raging
wildfires—which, in turn, would erase loss of lives and property damage.
Natural Disasters in Ohio. Incident period of February 5-13, 2019.
Severe storms, flooding, and landslides declared on Sunday, April 7,
2019. Severe storms, straight-line winds, tornadoes, flooding,
landslides, and mudslide declared on Monday, June 17, 2019.
www.fema.gov.
Accidents. Freak accidents. Vehicle accidents. Yes, we would erase accidents if we could.
What Would We Erase in Our Personal Lives?
Sometimes we desperately want to erase a day, a week, a month, or an
entire year. Acts done to us without our permission. Choices made that
we regret. We cannot suck back in the words said in anger. Or unsay
words we should have said. The tongue cannot undo a lie. The lips
cannot un-tell a secret.
A spouse may want to erase a divorce and begin the marriage again.
“There’s silence at the table/He wants to talk but he's not able/For
all the shame that’s locked him deep inside/Oh, but her words are the
medicine/When she says they can begin again/And forgiveness will set
him free tonight/As heaven touches earth.” Lyrics by Jason Gray to his
song called “Every Act of Love.”
If only we could have a do-over day in 2019 and go back in time to make
a change. What would we do differently? Would we erase or overcome?
Would we become stronger in the broken places or erase what caused the
broken places?
Change, Grace and Redemption
“That is what life is about. We do not get redos, but we do get second chances.”—Jeffrey Fry
According to a 2019 article in the Columbus Dispatch, Harley Blakeman,
a former felon, graduated from Ohio State University with a business
degree, and recently stated a website
that helps companies connect with former criminals seeking employment.
“God answers the mess of life with one word: Grace.”—Max Lucado
Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make
amends to them all. That’s the 8th step in the 12 Steps of AA.
Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly
admitted it. That’s the 10th step.
“Redemption isn’t giving a bank robber a job as a teller.”—Jane Velez-Mitchell
In this fallen world, sometimes we need to seek justice before we give
mercy. And perpetrators deserve prosecution. Consequences are a reality
when one chooses to harm another.
Alas, we cannot erase situations, happenings, or events in 2019. We cannot erase tragedy or trauma. We cannot erase mistakes.
But we can reflect on 2019 and become more aware, focus on change, give
and accept forgiveness, renew hope, and make 2020 a better year.
Melissa Martin, Ph.D., is an author, columnist, educator, and
therapist. She lives in Scioto County. Contact her at
melissamcolumnist@gmail.com.
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